The favours you did are bigger,
For the returns I gave,
Still why do I expect more,
When I have least to give from my core.
I chose to stay away,
I chose to come back,
You just chose to keep it neutral,
Why do I take it as a refusal.
I have all the joy in life,
I have whatever I wanted,
But seeing the same joy at your dispersion,
Makes me a weak person.
You wanted me when you were alone,
I am gone when you have someone,
The toy you needed the most,
Will not bug you anymore.
Wandering all around is my heart,
Grabbing the most joyous of them all,
Doesn’t know what it wants to find,
It’s just an unstable mind.